So this is my friend Natalie. She is pretty much amazing and a better musician than I could ever hope to be. Doesn't she have an aura of professionalism?

And this is me. I have no Idea what I’m doing and I just walked into the HFAC, BYU’s performing arts headquarters, for the first time. Deer in the headlights? I think yes.
(trying not to go cross-eyed)
This little adventure has taught a few things
- finding a quiet, secluded place to practice is next to impossible. We walked through a few floors in the HFAC and finally decided to just play in the stairwell (this provided the uncomfortable component, as I would rather not have witnesses to my embarrassment, but you do what you gotta do).
- a violin is not held perpendicular to the shoulder bone, it’s at a slight angle
- when they say rest your chin on the violin, they don’t mean lay half your face on it
- holding a violin’s bow is more complicated than holding a baseball bat, and nothing like holding a cello’s bow (my brother plays the cello, so I tried to mimic that, but it didn’t work)
- putting your finger lower on the string make the pitch higher (I already knew this in theory, but in practice, my brain died)
- It doesn’t work if you move the bow over the wrong string
- it’s difficult to differentiate strings when your crossed eyed
- even holding a violin for a few minutes makes your arm hurt because people don’t usually use the muscles in that way

(Oh look, now I'm smiling)
I definitely have a renewed respect for musicians.
I was able to make my way through “Hot Cross Buns” because it’s a very simple piece with only three notes that only requires one string, but people like Natalie use all the strings and work through difficult pieces everyday.
Right now, I couldn't show you how to hold a bow.
Natalie had to correct me over and over, by physically moving my fingers into the right position, with the right amount of bending.
I had her get the camera out of my backpack, so I didn't have to start all over again with just holding the bow.
Needless to say, you probably won’t be seeing me play in an orchestra anytime soon
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